this isn't hell trust me human minds are not even big enough to imagine how horrible hell is like!!!! its so horrible you can't even imagine it and heaven is so wonderful we can't imagine it either ur right this is a test we werent made for the world its just holding us here until judgement day and thats when we either go to heaven or hell, life is here so u can learn to apprieciate the gift God lays before u, heaven u get to live forever with him in happiness and joy

never forget that Jesus loves u and u dont always have to feel so lost and confused and as empty. i used to be like that but i found Jesus and he took me into his arms and held me and said everything would be allright as he would do for you and all others who accept him into their life.

and about the news of course there is good news on the news people just don't notice because they are so overwhelmed with all the evil in our lives but thats the devil living in people encouraging us to sin but u have to learn to get rid of the temptation of sin remember "God so loved the world that He gave His ONLY SON that who so ever believes in him has etenrnal life."

just as i stated before after life we have etnernal life with God in happiness and joy and i also said how God loves you no matter what, think about it he sent his only son just to save u!!!! thats right a boy asked Jesus how much do u love me? and Jesus' response was to stretch out his arms before us and die on the cross  he loves u so much he gave up his life to save u

basically im saying this isnt hell and u dont have to worry as much as u do now and u wont be as confused with Jesus' help

the other day i was crying cuz i was having trouble making friends so i prayed to God and some boy came and started talking to me and i was sad on the bus and i saw an image of a rose in the seat and realized the beauty God gave us and i smiled and gave thanks to God for all his glory he has laid before me

sorry for the long speech